Its All for Them

This week I have been dealing with feeling tremendous guilt as a mother.  Chasing after my goals requires me to out of the house 4 to 5 evenings a week.  When i leave I feel as if I am letting my children down.  I have always been a stay at home mom but now I am a mom in transition.  I know that I am doing the best for them by doing what I am doing because if I don’t I will not be able to keep the household going now that I am on my own. I also want to show them that hard work and determination is key to a succesful life.  I hope one day they will see what I have done and will be proud of me. 

 

I cherish opportunities to spend time with them every chance I get.  I am still spending day time at home with the little ones and take them on outings to the library and the grocery store.  I am very excited to take all three of my little guys to Lowe’s this weekend for their build and grow workshop I am sure we will have a great time. 

I am going to close my eyes and visualize handing over this burden to Jesus.  I know he will give me the peace of knowing he is proud of me and knows my heart.  I need his guidance every day to give me the courage to not stay at home when I know doing what’s best for my kids means I must leave and pursue the passions he has put in my heart.

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